I think I have icon ADD. It's just that I keep finding new shiny icons that I can't help but use. (This particular one reminds me of being on Splash Mountain with Andrew last summer: during the part when you're going uphill before the big drop, and it's all creepy & glowing eyes & darkness & DANGER TURN BACK, and he says to me, "I bet this is your laughing place.")

Also, I hate slow downloads. Or big files that take a long time to download. I want Photoshop NOW. I don't want to wait an hour for it to download when this is supposed to be good internet. I also have a feeling that it's all going to download and turn out to be really crappy and/or not what I want. I am not a patient person, mmkay?

Last night I had the sudden epiphany that there is part of my brain that still thinks that it is 2005. Don't ask me how I came to this realization, because I could never tell you how I reached that thought, but it makes total sense. I mean, when I think about people and how old my mind thinks they are, it's always approximately the age they were in 2005. But 2005 was a really good year. I'm glad part of me still lives then.

Can I just establish how incredibly DOOMED I am? 

I have an Algebra II assignment due tomorrow. I have about half of it done at the moment, and I was going to finish it today when I was in a better mood to deal with Hell's Computer Program, Winplot, which I like to call Failplot. However, for some reason my mind lapsed and I forgot to check which book I was actually bringing home, so now I have my Chem book instead of my Algebra book. So I'm going to have to finish the assignment before school tomorrow, with my last two graphs not done on Winplot, and hope that I get it all done because the assignment is due first period tomorrow. And I don't want to use the excuse "I left my book at home" when technically I've had several days to get the assignment done (and I would have had it done already if it wasn't for the damn FAILPLOT!).

Oh, and I'm also facing major dilemmas with the final draft of my English essay, because I keep second-guessing myself upon whether I'm explaining things enough or not, and whether rambling on about antitheses and how they convey unity is convincing enough. You know, I think my life would be a lot easier if it was just a four-paragraph essay because I think my points about hortative sentences and rhetorical questions are somewhat decent, but my paragraph on antitheses seems to be lacking in explanations because sometimes you can't really explain how you come to your conclusions, dammit. Sometimes you just need to say "this quote shows that this is that, that is my point, the end." I miss when essay-writing was somewhat simple.